I truly love my job, and I love living in a small town. I do; but lately I've been feeling trapped. Like the whole big world outside of Somerset isn't actually real, just a make believe place you read about in books or see in movies. I think I'm just lonely. When I was going to school and working, I didn't really have time to be lonely, but now I come home everyday with nothing planned for after work. There are basically two people I hang out with during the fall, winter, and spring. One of them is Kelsey. I know she's always there for me, but she has school stuff and track meets and shawn. And I don't blame her for having a life, I just miss her sometimes. The other person is Nathaniel, but he has just as much (if not more) going on...and he lives in Spring Arbor...and I'm a poor college kid.
I know my lack of a social life is my own fault, and everything will be fantastic once everyone comes to camp. I just feel like it's time for a vacation from the small town life and loneliness. But perhaps I should stop complaining and just be thankful for my great job and the amazing friends that I do have. Things'll start to look up. Somehow they always do...
Slightly related...slightly unrelated...
I am a huge fan of the Facebook Flair application...and I found one that's kind of cheesy...but I kind of like it.
It's a little blurry, but it says, "Without the dark, we would never see the stars." Take it for what it's worth.
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Jennie:
Summer is so soon. I can't wait to be back in the relaxing, fun, memorable, work area. And living with you. I love you A LOT. And keep your head up girly, just 2ish more weeks.
Speaking of which...when do you want to move in.... I know it depends on Dave but I'm ready when you are :)
Love you,
Kels
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